I learnt my lesson.

Yes. Life is a continuous learning process and I've learnt new things recently after shitty incidents happening. I've learnt to:-

Be grateful to those who have deceived me.
for they have deepened my insight.


Be grateful to those who have abandoned me.
for they have taught me to be independent.


Be grateful to those who have made me stumble.
for they have strengthened my ability.

Stop Your Anger and Be Grateful

Huh? Don assume I'm talking cock. Recently, I went to my friend's shop and an article pasted on the wall caught my attention. There is a big lotus flower in the middle and few lines of words. I read and I got enlightened by it. Oh! It is part of The Buddha's Teaching. The title of that article is ,"Living in a Grateful World". The contents are:

• Be grateful to those who have hurt or harmed you.

• Be grateful to those who have deceived you.

• Be grateful to those who have hit you.

• Be grateful to those who have abandoned you.

• Be grateful to those who have made you stumble.

• Be grateful to those who have denounced you.

• Be grateful to those who have looked down on you.

The Process of Growing Up

Compare with the teenage moment of me, I'm surprised its a big difference. Does this mean I've grown up or enlightened by the teachings of seniors and veterans? Fuhh! Previously, I'm a playful kid and all I think is to have fun and not knowing what is danger and what is safety, thinking that the mountain (backup) behind me is strong and powerful and I can do whatever I want.Its kinda funny to recall back about the past.

I'm proud that I'm a university student now and all I think and plan is future. Things that I want to win others is studies and not negative stuffs like the past. I can even teach those kids now which are even worst. Taking drugs, joining societies and kinda pathetic that they dunno they are entering the hell too early. LOLS! White is always more powerful than black. I've also tried my 1 day lecturing juniors about arts with powerpoint slides preparations and I find it interesting and damn yeng. HAHA! Too bad only quarter of the kids manage to absorb and majority of these days kids doesnt put in effort to do something though its just an art exhibition. I'm a kiasu kid and its very obvious. For instance, I taught and helped lots of ppl in my best subject which is Webpage Design assignments and end up I got lower marks. I really thought of skipping the final exam and repeating it next sem to get the highest distinction.

Quote of the day,"If want to do, U must do the best or else DONT DO!".

Other than that, father is rich doesnt mean anything. Father is rich doesnt mean u can eat,spend sleep and doing nothing or entering private unis' and colleges for the sake to have fun. Resitting and repeating the same course for years and get nothing. Its different story if u are proceeding higher and higher from degree till Phd. No one can predict what will happen in the future. Solving problems also need to use brain and not money, though it can solve things easily. Some moments dont even need money to solve and doing so will only turn u to a "water fish" among ur friends.

I just learnt a new word from my brother-in-law which is "MUST LAST LONG". No use if u r a billionaire and it cannot last for 3 generations or even 1.

Greatly Impact Presentation

I just hate dealing with human beings! I just love dealing with computers! Thats why I choose Graphic Design! For me, presentations just sucks! The "A" that I expected for Webpage Design is gone! My fully prepared and fully put effort webpage is destroyed by a GAWD DAMN presentation! Midterm and this assignment impact is a REAL DOUBLE K.O. for me! I just hate the GAWD DAMN correcting phrases/words on the MID TERM paper! I understand, I can do, in fact I can even MASTER HTML but why correcting phrases like english exam? WHY!?

And this presentation, I really cannot differentiate WHAT IS ELABORATE ONLY THINGS THAT WE WANT TO IMPRESS PEOPLE ABOUT OUR WEBSITE and ELABORATE THE OVERALL WEBSITE! Its impossible I want to impress people with links,ordered list, fonts etc. All this are nothing! My self esteem, My confidence, My mood, My hope decreased to 0 from 100% and my interest in this subject decreased to 50%.

And to all of u,

• U didn't even take the initiative to find a pendrive to copy the file or called me to send to u online. I'm GREAT but I'm also a HUMAN!

• Except javascript, everything are on www.w3schools.com and our HTML book! If u didn get the book? Whats the purpose of w3school owner creating that website? For fun?

• For javascript, previously for my blog, I just copied and paste the code from websites. I didn't learn it earlier than all of you and I only start google-ing to understand it now! I'm just a BEGINNER!
  

• I'm also a learner and I'm definitely not a genius and know bout HTML when I'm born. In fact, I'm only google-ing for tutorials, reading w3school and reading the text book!
  

• The gap of HTML knowledge between me and all of u doesnt exist. Its you who control your will to research or not to research or waiting for me to baby feed.
  

• NOTHING is IMPOSSIBLE if you have the WILL!

• Its a different story when YOU DID RESEARCH BUT STILL DUN UNDERSTAND and YOU DIDN EVEN RESEARCH! I wont be that fcuking pissed if its the 1st case.

Ignorant Junior Got His Reward

Ignorant junior, Jay Chou wannabe got his reward at last for his excellent parking around the campus. All the students have been waiting to bash him up so badly due to his parking skills like his gawd damn grandfather has bought the road. His car got clamped 2 days ago and everyone is so happy to see that.

Karma - We Reap What We Sow

Karma is categorized within the group or groups of cause in the chain of cause and effect. If we sow goodness, we reap goodness. If we sow badness, we reap badness. To give u a better understanding about this statement, it means any action is understood to create "seeds" in the mind that will sprout into the appropriate result when they meet the right condition.

• Its okay to be greedy, its okay to cheat, its okay to lie but just beware because karma do exist. The one who reap what u sow might not be u, it may be ur next generation which means ur children.

• Those who are cheated may think they are stupid and they loss but it goes the other way the round and they own the biggest victory and the one who cheat suffer the biggest loss.

• Don talk bout karma. No wonder you are still so poor and cant even afford to give customer a call and only send smses. You fcuked up ur own reputation by cheating and the 1st chinese I've ever seen without a business mind. How do we expect ppl to come back to us for business again if we cheat them for the 1st time.

Updating again...

Its been so so so so so long since I last updated blog till I cant even remember wats my last post is about. Well, I'm back now! Fully energized with the 'ohm' of blogging. Recently, have been so busy with mid terms and things that happened in a sudden. Let me start with mid term exams.
Thank god I manage to do fine in all the subjects due to the things that happened, I don't have sufficient time and only manage to study on the exam day itself for all the subjects. It is not easy to boost up my brain and force everything inside in just few hours time. Thank god the result is fine.Webpage design's 1st practical assessments, I can only say "DAMN"! For me, it is easier than 'cutting vegetables' till I can 'turn my palm the other way round' but too bad I lost marks at 2 easiest things. The title which I didn saw at the instruction document and I couldnt believe it I got tricked by a simple image thingy! I was so pissed on it and I'm expecting myself to be the highest in class and beat all the entire rivals! Well, I'll just have to wait for mid term and 2nd assessment! Done with mid term.

I shall start with the current things that happened to me. I nearly got pushed to the edge of the mountain and jump down from there mentally. Its because of the different perspective of my friends and we couldn't understand each other really well. U can't expect me to ignore mid terms and go on settling this problems only wut. I'm not a superman that can do few things. My condition and urs is different and u can retake or resit for how many times also nevermind but define our gender,age and condition? I seriously cannot afford to waste anymore time coz I'm a 20 year old man alr and I'm only doing foundations and I don't wanna have a never ending study life like u. I wanna graduate, make my family members proud and get a job. Thats it. A never ending study life is only a waste of time. Its different story if u r going above degree level to Masters or Ph.D level but u r not progressing. We may not know when a crisis will happen and a billionaire can even bankrupt if they face 'ONE' serious crisis. Do not take things like granted. I think I should end here~!